thinking of doing something~

owh~
my blog seems to be so dimmed with some emotional issues...~ just look at the background ...... ohooo .... i hate myself because i have abandoned my happiness just for a piece of life's tribulations.
should i change the layout and  the black background *full of darkness feeling* ? guess so.
start fresh,creating new dreams and get your head out of the labyrinthS~!
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i got home yesterday  after 10 hours trip. johor to terengganu. home is paradise, i felt secured and i wanted to be here much longer,more than just a week. but i have to wait, just a little bit longer. the 4 months sem break awaits~!

i can't afford to pay for the airplane if i tried to make it short. hmm -_- i was a student, remember that, ila.

today, i had nothing to do, though i suppose to tidy and clean up my room. our family has been given notice to leave PERUMAHAN KASTAM *valid till end of june* - and soon after that,krekkrekkrek-you are expelled~!, abah should find some place to live for another year before heading back to penang. i'm going to miss kuala terengganu for its precious and unforgettable memories !

i'll cry, maybe?  hahaha big girl dont cry? peduli lah.. not yet BIG, tapi GIANT ((:
sebab besar you ran back here? hehehe......simple alasan is to get the injection for umrah. no available stock at johor, of course abah and i have searched for it but none of them had any. alasan kecik, is i am HOMESICK! salah ker salah ker???  tak tak... ((; mama, i'll be nice....
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there are tones of news i've missed, which means i need to catch it up!
who knows even the world war 3 is about to start, and the so called nuclear-countries will have to perk up their already sleepless scientists and engineers to triple the production of civilized armed and weapons....
while the strongman of oil-based-countries will struggle and resist the dethrone of their crown regarding the uprising of most country's patriots...
Or should we celebrated the grand,elegant and exquisite marriage of prince of Great Britain..?
the way one's society perceive their life and respond to the surrounding will have a greater effect on human being....do you believe it?




malas nak leter....tak de org baca...got to go...i'll change the layout next time lah~! hik hik


wah... if forgot to write an entry for cyfu~! next time lah.... Labels: precious heart