1.1.2011 it's new year (0)

salam.


turning 20 this year.no wishlists like others.
nothing to dream of when my past made my eye opened ;i have demolished everything.
2010.everything on that year were beautiful.God has granted my dreams.
yes,happiness,falling in love,frienship.
but..........
some stay,some choose the other way; living without me.
friendship,family,the course i've been dreaming;they kept forgiving
but love?
already gone.the only reason i want to be a good woman is love.
but i know,Allah replace it with the reason to be human,feel like i was reborn,
BREATH again.i have to.
how i can describe myself? a jinx am i?
mistakes.stupid mistakes.nurdalila mohamed have a hobby of making stupid mistakes.
owh.that's harsh.
am i forgiven?can i forgive myself?have you forgive me?

hey new year!
i dont expect myself to be perfect.
just be the year where i can find myself back,resuming what i've started,
and a year to be able to forgive myself.


*esok balik UTM.rindu sgt2.rindu tuk gembira.

dear,even you chose your own way,just remember that you're always in my prayer. Labels: