i'm doing fine

 i want to be different. Unlike any other girl around my age. Its something i cannot hide, when sometimes, i fall into the trap, set by the world and i'm becoming one of those who were deceived by the con men, with their faces shield with some kind of inpenetrable mask, luring me to believe them. And i totally screwed.  There are people we hate, with no reason. Maybe they are better than us , so, its just about insecurity. Or a stupid instinct to not get any closer than where we are, now. To define 'i feel hurt' or ' i dont like this!' is not my line, well at least not anymore.none of it will TRULY affect me, as if i dont have a heart to FEEL , neither it is a happiness nor the cloudy day. I gues my soul is moving a step further towards my own freedom. And i'm glad.... After a very long time , waiting and enduring the pain of excruciating hell been given as a TEST, erm... I feel free...and empty.. I cant explain.... Its hard....taking a deep breath,with my eyes closed, finally being able to exhale the worst of all memories. As in paradise...  Labels: