reincarnation of deadly soul (0)

have you smell the rain?
does the air sooth your pain?
Or is it just the cold that reach your spine?
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i flee,hoping the pain would cease
maybe there's a place for me to reach
for a sec. put my heart at peace
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in a stream i drown
shutting me off , to dream
of obsession i fear to clean
that fed my soul by all means
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you move along with my reverie
the scent, it embrace with glee
the wind, it swirl,dancing on my skin
all about you,mysteriously shaped my grin

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i'm doing fine (2)

 i want to be different. Unlike any other girl around my age. Its something i cannot hide, when sometimes, i fall into the trap, set by the world and i'm becoming one of those who were deceived by the con men, with their faces shield with some kind of inpenetrable mask, luring me to believe them. And i totally screwed.  There are people we hate, with no reason. Maybe they are better than us , so, its just about insecurity. Or a stupid instinct to not get any closer than where we are, now. To define 'i feel hurt' or ' i dont like this!' is not my line, well at least not anymore.none of it will TRULY affect me, as if i dont have a heart to FEEL , neither it is a happiness nor the cloudy day. I gues my soul is moving a step further towards my own freedom. And i'm glad.... After a very long time , waiting and enduring the pain of excruciating hell been given as a TEST, erm... I feel free...and empty.. I cant explain.... Its hard....taking a deep breath,with my eyes closed, finally being able to exhale the worst of all memories. As in paradise...  Labels:

its time.... (0)

......to move.

aren't you tired of hypocrisy and being slaved by the world they created us to believe?

oh. as if i'm standing here, waiting for my head to explode of thoughts! damn.

i.hate.facebook.as.much.as.i.hated.those.who.play.their.ROLE.well. in.it.

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