konvo beelah. ((; (0)

  

 beelah marah post kat fb.hehehehe  malu katanya....ngeh3....
ila saja share ngan sedara2 sekalian yang ada jaoh dari mesia......tringin nak tgk sedara yang lama terpisah...hahahaha ayat........
lawa beelah time nih....muka bahagia.~~~~~ la ni beelah sambung master kat UTHM jgk...insyaAllah tahun depan abes la kot......stahun jah..~~~
((;
congrats beelah! next year ada rezki konvo ag...((;

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maybe one day. (0)

just another maybe.  my heart will eventually be settled.

 ( drawn in a middle of night,baffling about something... i don't know what thing )

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spek patah.aku rindu kau wahai spek besar. Labels:

lucky i am in love with you (2)

maybe you
who hold the key
to the heaven
with pride

maybe you
will one day
be the one
who takes my hand
to the serenity

maybe you
whom nowhere to be found
is preparing
for the battle
of the uncertain things
ahead.

maybe so.

perhaps.

as the cold breeze gets through you,
getting caught waiting for a train,
that never shows its sign of coming,
do not be a fool to wait,
being deceit by its promises.
time to get real
that's how future works.








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cukup aku tahu Allah tahu (0)

kau tak perlu tahu.

aku yang menghirup nafas hari ini,
cukup itu.
bukan utk sang pemusnah hati.

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the past that left (0)

isn't it weird how well i am today,regardless of what had happened in a few years back?
my friends recalled few things i'd already forgotten, losing myself to some tribulations, ignoring myself (selfless),
go all around saying-

 i'll be somebody else. i'll change. i'll do the stupidest thing ever, hurting myself like crazy. there is no dalila,but my new transformation self.

believe me, i did. ALL of it.
2nd semester was the hell. i hate myself, yet the hatred was going nowhere but myself. it was a self punishment. fooling around with money trying to forget.
Heartless.

oh right.

although to pass the test is not easy, but its a long journey,to learn. believe that somewhere in time, God will bestows you with the most beautiful life you have never expected.

lot like today. Alhamdulillah.


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sbb bosan. (0)

pdahal esk ada kuiz,tp penat eh bca tak msuk2..
teknokrat bla bla bla

try2 ja.tak terar pon. gambar asal mcm hero sblm edit kat bwh tu.buruk tul.da la mik ngan iphone. ok ke?
(klik gambar utk besarkan)

sblm

selepas

tq bebanyak app ni....memudahkan instant editing ((;

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stalking makes me happy. \(^^)/ (0)

skg tgh stalk.
seronok gila.
senyom smpai telinga.
syok nya tgk org lain punya life.
at least, good memories captured in other's life makes me smile even if i can't get hold of it.
happy for them. ((;



ngek betul tgh2 mlm stalk  and ta tido lagi........
tak do gheja tui......~,~ (mestila ada) Labels:

slalu buat ila cmni. (0)

hmm. pegi la....tinggal la ila lagi..... Labels:

yo. (0)

i miss u.  (✿◠‿◠)  the somebody. 
(✿ ♥‿♥) n sorry for thinking of u quite a lot. (─‿‿─) 
damn. (⊙▂⊙)
✖‿✖ i am a nobody.
 (╯3╰) huaaaaaaaa..........!


~sbnaqnya nk men2 ngan emoticon ni jah...no story behind it. (*^ -^*) wheeeeeee~~ Labels:

# 1. selepas epilog. (0)

Rasanya, hati sentiasa menarik diri aku utk menulis tentang kisah perjalanan aku ke kota suci. Permulaan yang bagi aku agak gusar .Tapi Alhamdulillah. Semuanya lancr berkat kesucian dan rahmat yang Allah kurniakan dari tanah haram yang dua.

i remembered mama and abah have been talking about going to Mekkah since last year back. i surely want to include myself in this sacred journey to the holy land. every Muslim would want to go there even for once in their lifetime. this is quite an opportunity to myself, which i could say a golden chance, where i can find myself and God in terms of reality; a lost soul reunite with its Creator, the Almighty. maybe this is the right time to be true to my heart.


Cerita aku bermula sejak awal abah dan mama bagitahu aku  ttg hajat nak mmbawa kami anak beranak ke tanah suci. Agak berdebar rasa hati sedang diri masih terumbang ambing dgn dunia. Hmmm... Agak pnjang aku berfikir, tapi mama n abah dah decide lebih awal utk tmpat yang tersedia kurang. Sblm berangkat, aku banyak berfikir, xpernah terlintas utk pergi seawal usia muda , walau hnya utk mengerjakan umrah..tapi Ikut saja permintaan mama n abah..lagipun, aku sgt perlukan Dia saat itu, sedang aku masih sibuk dgn final projek 1st year final sem.

Persiapan mcm biasa,cuma mama akan ajar n terangkan pada aku ttg gambaran berada d sana walau aku tak dapat bayangkan apa rasa berada kat sana. Zikir2 khusus n lain2 peraturan. Banyak yang kena jaga.


Sehari sblm bertolak, abah nmpak tak sihat, aku tgk dri jauh, mata dan muka abah dah merah,rasa nya mmg menitis air mata aku tgk abah yang x brapa sihat tu.... Entah, aku xsggup tgk abah n mama sakit sjak dlu lagi.. Abah pegi ambil ubat...hmmm aku mohon dgn sgt, smoga abah smbuh, sbb esk hari aku  n yang lain dah nak berlepas ke jeddah dan perjalanan bukan calang2 jauh... Risau sgt tgk abah. Tapi aku gagahkan hati utk tlong apa yang patut...barang2 berat, smua anak2 abah n mama yang uruskan, kecuali dokumen penting mmg abah simpan.

Hari yg dinantikan tiba... Abah masih xsihat, mama pun xtahu nk buat apa, bolh berdoa jelah...
Dari kuala terengganu ke kuala lumpur, barang agak banyak sbb yang pergi 7 org termasuk aku. Tapi agak parah la nak bawak, tapi berkat jasa baik kawan sekerja lama abah, dia yang bawak kami dri rumah ke airport.dah lama aku xnaik airplane rupanya, rasa gerun msih xhilang sjak kecil, mcm nyawa kat hujung tanduk.
Kami bertolak agak lewat, lepas asar n akan ada transit kat hongkong n dubai sblm smpai jeddh dgn flight cathay pacific.

Dlm pejalanan, aku msih takut dgn kesihatan abah, smpai kat hongkong solat maghrib n isyak, abah sakit kepala sgt, muka abah dah lain sgt dri y biasa...abh amik seat lebih, utk baring kat tmpat mnunggu...mmg aku n azam la y tolong urut,taufiq pun.. Mama bagi ubat angin, tapi nmpk mcm kesihatan abah makin teruk.aku risau.sangat.

azam is growing.

its abah who's trying very hard,to stay awake.

Alin

cik,mama,abah,taufiq n azam. TRG-LCCT

adik2 lelaki n abah.

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Terengganu's airport. not as busy as KLIA did.

i love the feel of being up here. anxiety and happy.seeing how beautiful God's creation is.

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Unsure. (0)

I hope the tears will flow
But none of it ever wanna go

Aku harap aku menangis
Tapi tak ada

I want to be like who i used to be
Fragile, easily broken,
Throwing tantrum anywhere she liked
Tapi jiwa aku makin kental
Percaya pada Tuhan lebih dari dari sendiri
Percaya Takdir tuhan lebih dari usaha aku sendiri

Then, what is this in my heart, now?

Entah.

Ala..............

Hurm.............. So many questions yet to be answered! Labels:

a nice guy. (2)

semua ni aku curi kat fb, memandangkan dua2 da bawa haluan seniri.~
truly dri hati aku,aku doa rehan jdi yang terbaik dmasa hadapan n tak buat kesilapan sama.
he's a nice guy,oh yes, he is, seriously.
kamu ajar saya byk perkara.
and now after a year, i can finally smile.looking at myself,and what i've bocome.
((;  terima kasih, Muhammad Rehan b. Zulkifli. be happy and Gudluck ((; Labels:

Pa dia eh... (2)

Orait nk merapu sat. Dah tgk WAJAH kedua-dua bakal abang ipaq, dimasa hadapan insyaAllah.... Huehuehuehue Oyeah nk tmbah famili~ n aku xleyh nk buat gila , meraung , aksi2 tak sopan cakap merapu, sikap malas bangun lewat dan sbagainya mcm ngan kak wafa n kak nolin, sbb mereka adalah lelaki~ jd, kna jaga kesantunan cara duduk, bahasa halus lagi baik, dan menggila dalam bilik sahaja atau hanya boleh bermnja2 ngan mama, alin azam taufiq sahaja..... Huuuuuu boo ila....@_@ dlm msa 2 thn dapat 2 ipaq...hilang 2 kakak la pulop... Satgi raya kna kompromise ngan lelaki2 mereka...T-T tak da la perbualan anak2 dara d waktu mlm lagi.....ila n kenit2 3 org je y tinggai... Main ngan depa la............ Hampeh bahasa... Kemerapuan d malam sblum studio esok. Kijo tak siap lagi~ hurm ( yg panjang) ............ Labels: