Couple.... Sweet ?

Couple

Aku tgh tak ada perasaan skg nih..not that desperate utk cri org yang bukan2 utk skadr memenuhi tempat kosong... Benda2 nih serius... Aku tak tau camane org buleyh buat maen2... Senang je nak dapat, lepaskan n cari lain... Shok eh tukar2?

Pasal bercinta thing.... Hehhehe well, bad experience really got into me...phobia? I dont think so... Its none of my priority... Not at all.. Ada je kawan aku bercinta, skg... As long as they're happy.... Tapi menjadii org y melihat n org yang mengalami sgt lain.... Jadi org y observe dah la...

Dlu terasa jgk sbb bru kena dump ngan someone yang aku truly love...( ye ek?)  Skali cukup....moving on is not easy... But its part of my struggle to the continuity of  this life... Aku tak desperate nak cari yang lain coz theres no need for that pun...kan dah cakap bukan priority...

I'm looking forward to live this life to the fullest... Making the best out of it... Gila keja, gila research and gila researching about arts kot....pursuing the life with so much fun...the way it suppose to be... Tapi tak lupa jgk pada org yang brada lebeyh bawah... Empati thdap kesusahan diorg.. cita2 aku skg, berjuang utk terus hidup dalam dunia aku aechitectura yang sgt gila susah, and travel, finding the reason for people to move on, supaya hidup aku ada passion dan aku ada hala tuju... Allah pun suruh kita travel, faham ttg ciptaan Dia...i'll travel alot in the future.. Nak tgk how people survive in war, natural disaster, dan poverty....my dream since i was a kid~ sbb waktu kecik rasa lonely, tak taula knp....alone travel? Entah.....

Back to the point... Couple eh? Hahaha aku dah penah bercouple skali, thought it'll be a lifetime relationship.... Tak perlu crita terperinci, rupa2 nya Allah ada plan yang lain utk aku...tak dinafikan, part of mylife change bila aku clash, tapi, pretty good for both side what.. Praying the best for him... Cyfu salah sorg individu yang byk bg smgt.., tak penah aku crita pun tapi he read it well...." He never make mistake, His choice is the best, ila! "

Ada sebab aku tak crita kat family ,  sbb yang sgt janggal... Entah.. Bagus jgk.... At least, aku tak buat muka sedeyh depan diorg, boleyh tumpang bahagia bila masuk rumah....

When it comes to love or feeling, i've to say this, i hate it coz it'll drive me crazy... Jadi, enough skali kesilapan, no more... Aku penah membenci diri sendiri, punish myself, mmm, you can never imagine the real change i've made to myself.. Not proper to tell here..tgk aku skg, and you'll know how different it is..

Banyak aku tgk kisah cinta, bercinta dari sekolah, matrik atau univ.... Ataupun atas dasar agama.... Tapi seriusly tak bleyh nak simpulkan apa2 pun pasl men women relationship...unexpected....jangansalahkan tuhan bila tak bersama, ada yang lebeyh baik menanti...

Ataupun, berpisah lebeyh baik...
Somewhere aku terbaca,
Never ask why why why.... Bila Allah dah put fullstop, kenapa perlu persoalkan lagi and letak question mark.... This is for myself jgk... Reminder...there's always reason for everything...

Jadi kesimpulannya..... Em....nak nikah, nak becinta, it's about mutual understanding, being able to compromise on every little thing atau habits seseorg... Trusting Allah and your spouse, partner.... Accepting, sometimes exprssion of feeling is a must.... Aku tak tau sgt ah..... Ni pandangan aku yang hanay berumur 20 tahun stlah long period observation been done.... Hehehe

Bye readers!!!! Love. Deaella...... Labels: Ssin